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Name: Paul Location: Michigan, United States Birthday: 6/14/1983 Gender: Male
Interests: I like to listen to awesome music, watch awesome movies, play awesome guitar, watch awesome tv (if that exsists anymore), and play awesome video games. Expertise: I am great at reading people. I can see a jerk from a mile away and there are alot of them. Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
1/4/2004
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| People miss use words and ideas all the time. The biggest of these is the concept of love. Can you believe that people walk around knownly abusing the basic structures of love? Yep it happens everyday. In the supermarket, the hospital, the wine cellar, and not to mention the bedroom. I'm tired to people getting mad at me cuz they think I'm jugdemental. Hey don't any of you fucking idiots realize there is a difference between judging and simply observing a pattern of unhealthy behavior and trying to tell someone about. And people say " Well you should only tell someone something like that if you know them." Man that's the biggest load of bullshit I've ever heard. If you go by that then what do you say about psyciatrists? So just because they have a degree and get paid to listen to you means they can give advice while some other complete strange who doesn't feel the need to give you advice cuz they're getting paid but because they care can't. Com'on people get it together or we might as well jsut fuck the whole thing and all take a gun to our temple. | | |
| Love is a word that can convey so many things. I don't like to think that I love people because love is a word that everyone uses and in fact people have extracted all meaning from what love is and can be. So it is my mission to create something that will be what love was meant to be and one day I will come across someone who knows what that is and the universe may make sense again. But until then I will continue to see people in their monotinous ( I don't think I spelled that right) relationships writting each other crappy love songs written by some dime a dozen corprate emo band. And as for me I'll continue hoping that one day the someone will listen to me instead of giving cockeyed looks the second I say something that doesn't make sense because they themselves have never let their mind control them instead of them controlling their mind. Well I think that is all the gryping for now. Boy I hope no one reads this. | | |
| - I Don't Really Love You Anymore -
Ya so I haven't written in this thing in a while. I almost put a swear word in there but I'm not sure if writting a swear word is just as dumb as saying them somtimes. Well I went to Australia that was interesting to say the least. I've come to the conclusion that mission trips are a really great way to test a relationship. Maybe it is cuz your with the person every stupid moment of every stupid day. You know when your writting in these things it's important to be as vague as possible you never want someone reading something you don't want them to. Plus it is a great way of getting people to assume things which really fucks with people. Ya so all in all a friend burned is a friend earned. Does that mean anything? I hope nobody reads this. | | |
| My tolerance of the human race grown less everyday. I just can't stand how I live in a world where the people who want to help humanity and love people and be loved by people get pushed to the curb because they don't don't react to the so-called normal way of society. I guess I am apart from most people in that I don't want to conform but in many ways I know I have. I think I've kept myself above water enough to realize that I can never love or be loved by any human being because of the stipulations I've brought out about myself. Not to mention the fact that every wonderful person I meet rejects me. I don't know where I'm going but I no I'm going there alone. And so now I'm forced to once again conform and go about my business in an effort to graduate from college in hopes to go to some sort of film school so that one day I may take all my fucked up thoughts and create something more beautiful then my life will ever be. I hope you don't read this. You know I'm not the only one to blame here. | | |
| I really feel like swearing but there is this person who doesn't like it and is trying to stop so for some reason I feel like I should too I don't know call it shoosenlacken if that is a word. The reason I feel like swearing is people. People are what take the human out of humnity and when you do that you have ity and is nothing. It amazes me when people do things behind other peoples backs and expect them to not know about it. Well I'm one of those people who think everyone is out to get in some way so it is no surprise when I'm right and that someone actually is. It doesn't bother me though if people talk about me I also subscribe to that thought that I'd rather have people talking bad about me then not talking about me at all. You see thats how you get when you become as synical as I am. I saw a movie the other day and it talked about how the truley smart people in this world will have to be subjected to a life of lonliness. I think that is true. I mean when you are of sure of who you are and what you think and all you do is talk to people who dont understand how can one not be alone. But really what does it matter. When die you get buried or burnt and become catfood. Does the amount of jerky freinds you had or how long you spent on your cellphone really add up to a seat in heaven. I hope not cuz if thats the case then I am truly going to hell. Hey at least if I went there I wouldnt be alone I could talk to you over a nice cup of vernor's (vernor's being the drink of satan). Well I got to go man I hope no one reads this.
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